I need to kneel at his feet and take pleasure in the moment.
I need to look up into his eyes and know that I am at his mercy.
I need to feel his control and know that it is in my best interest.
I need the knowledge that he can give me pain and pleasure and that he can take it away.
I need him to relish in my tears and the know that he is the cause and he can make them stop.
I need to feel fear and anticipation at his hand but love and respect in his heart.
I hope you get the chance to have your needs met soon :)
ReplyDeleteThanks faerie, they sure were and it was amazing.
DeleteWe all need that...don't we?
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mouse
I think most of us here do, for sure.
DeleteYou are being so vulnerable in your writing. It's very touching and I agree with faerie...hope it happens asap!
ReplyDeleteLove,
Kitty
Thanks Kitty, I feel so vulnerable with all of this right now I guess it just comes through in my writing.
DeleteI hope you're soon able to get what you need. I really liked this post, it's amazing how strong just a few sentences can be.
ReplyDeleteThis one was hard to write, there was so much more I wanted to say but I think the less is more approached worked out well.
DeleteI can promise you that He needs it just as much as you do! :) Very well said!
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He did show me that this weekend, he needs are growing and I am glad I get to watch and experience them progress.
DeleteI only yearn for the first one myself, but I can feel the others as I would when I write my stories.
ReplyDeleteIt will happen. The stories are a great outlet.
DeleteFor some reason, I'm not getting your posts even though I subscribe :(
ReplyDeleteI hope you get your needs met soon.
Fondly, sky
We are learning to fulfill each others needs as we go. It is working out well.
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