The Beginning

There are so many wonderful blogs I have read and kept up with that gave me the strength to become comfortable with who I am. I would have liked to follow many from the beginning of the journey and that being the case I thought I should start mine from just that....the beginning. It took me a long time to get here but I am excited for what the future holds.


Wednesday, February 22, 2012

I need to kneel

I need to kneel at his feet and take pleasure in the moment. 


I need to look up into his eyes and know that I am at his mercy. 


I need to feel his control and know that it is in my best interest. 


I need the knowledge that he can give me pain and pleasure and that he can take it away. 


I need him to relish in my tears and the know that he is the cause and he can make them stop.


I need to feel fear and anticipation at his hand but love and respect in his heart. 

14 comments:

  1. I hope you get the chance to have your needs met soon :)

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    1. Thanks faerie, they sure were and it was amazing.

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  2. We all need that...don't we?

    hugs,
    mouse

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  3. You are being so vulnerable in your writing. It's very touching and I agree with faerie...hope it happens asap!

    Love,
    Kitty

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    1. Thanks Kitty, I feel so vulnerable with all of this right now I guess it just comes through in my writing.

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  4. I hope you're soon able to get what you need. I really liked this post, it's amazing how strong just a few sentences can be.

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    1. This one was hard to write, there was so much more I wanted to say but I think the less is more approached worked out well.

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  5. I can promise you that He needs it just as much as you do! :) Very well said!

    DV

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    1. He did show me that this weekend, he needs are growing and I am glad I get to watch and experience them progress.

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  6. I only yearn for the first one myself, but I can feel the others as I would when I write my stories.

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    1. It will happen. The stories are a great outlet.

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  7. For some reason, I'm not getting your posts even though I subscribe :(

    I hope you get your needs met soon.

    Fondly, sky

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    1. We are learning to fulfill each others needs as we go. It is working out well.

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