I need to kneel at his feet and take pleasure in the moment.
I need to look up into his eyes and know that I am at his mercy.
I need to feel his control and know that it is in my best interest.
I need the knowledge that he can give me pain and pleasure and that he can take it away.
I need him to relish in my tears and the know that he is the cause and he can make them stop.
I need to feel fear and anticipation at his hand but love and respect in his heart.