The Beginning

There are so many wonderful blogs I have read and kept up with that gave me the strength to become comfortable with who I am. I would have liked to follow many from the beginning of the journey and that being the case I thought I should start mine from just that....the beginning. It took me a long time to get here but I am excited for what the future holds.


Thursday, November 8, 2012

The Twisted Loop

Sorry I have been away for so long, sometimes vanilla life just gets in the way and I have a hard time getting myself back to this place.

There has been a lot of growing dominance and submission around here and it has been great for both of us. Subtle changes that have big results, things that seem hard to get used to at first and then naturally fall into place.  Small liberties taken away and given back for good behavior, lots of humiliation to feed my soul, just what I need and want.

I am still a little short on time but did want to give you my thoughts on the twisted loop I posted about oh so long ago. Many of the comments about this implement put me on edge and I was starting to 2nd guess the purchase before it even arrived, but alas the delivery day came and I reluctantly opened the package.

At first glance I was not impressed, it looked rather small and not threatening at all. I had handed it to Master and after a few swings in the air he grinned that sadistic grin that always makes me squirm and started in on the front of my upper thighs as I sat in the chair across from him. Yeah, I still had clothes on and it stung like hell. I was quickly bare from the bottom down and over Masters lap as he warmed my bottom and thighs, there was a sting to it but I could tell Master was being light handed as he often is the first time we use an implement. Overall, I was feeling a little disappointed.

The second time using the loop was much more of a tear jerker. Master really caught some air before it landed and I was quite tender once we were done. The sting grows in intensity as you keep taking hits to the same spot and watch out if if that damn things wraps around to the front of your bare thigh.

Fast forward to yesterday, the first time using the wooden paddle since our little wood bet was over. I was soaked as I laid across Masters lap as he rubbed my bottom for what seemed like hours. The anticipation was driving me crazy as he whispered to me about how hard he was going to paddle me and how much he missed the large ground he could cover with it. The paddling began and I fought him terribly, it had been so long I truly forgot the pain caused by that thing, of course that only led to my thighs getting it even harder than my butt. I would calm for about 10 landings and then start squirming all over again. Finally Master reached his free hand around, grabbed the front of my neck and then thrust two fingers deep down my throat as he paddled away. I calmed my body, unable to swallow and fighting that gagging reflex as my drool dripped down my face. Master finished up and I relaxed as he withdrew he fingers so I was able to close my mouth. I laid there limply waiting for instruction to get up and that's when I heard it. The twisted loop swishing through the air in a rush to get to my backside. This is added for moving slave he bellowed and he laid into me like there was no tomorrow. I swore I was bleeding, it felt like a knife was cutting into me but I did not move an inch hoping it would gain me some sympathy. When Master was done I sank to my knees while he smoothed my hair. I laid my head in his lap (his jeans were soaked where I had dripped onto him) and thanked him for the release.

The twisted loop is wicked my friends, and I can't wait to feel it on other parts of my body. Definitely worth it if you love/hate sting and I hope it becomes one of our regular toys.


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  1. Sounds wicked! Nice to see you again:)

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    1. It was wicked but just what I needed as well.

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  2. Yeah wicked sounds like the right description for that description you gave us. Whew!

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    1. Yep, stings like nothing I have ever felt before but the soreness does not last too long.

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  3. Good to see you back! That sounds like quite the implement, I don't think I could have stayed still for that either. Aah!

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    1. Seems I can't stay still for any spankings lately.

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  4. Glad you like it. Definitely not for me. Happy to see you back, been wondering how things were going.

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    1. Things are going pretty well, just been busy but I have been stopping by.

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  5. Yay good to see you back, well not that you have been away..but you know what i mean...i think lol

    Glad you enjoyed it..well in that hurty kind of nice way!

    xx

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    1. Hurty nice kind of way......I like that. Explains it well.

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  6. We have the 'regular' delrin loop, I have been eying the twisted one - still debating...it is good for those times you need the implement to be quiet. Like tori said, it certainly looks like something you'd love to hate!

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    1. I wonder if those two loops are much different. It may be quiet but I sure was not.

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  7. Happy LOL Day. I don't comment as often as I lurk here! Have a good weekend.

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    1. It's great to know you come by. I like you blog a lot so that made me feel good. Thanks!

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  8. Ouch! Nope, not wishing for this implement. It might be quiet, but I sure wouldn't be!

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    1. I was not quiet at all. i don't know why I keep buying these things.

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  9. Hmmm, I have a love/hate relationship with the cane.....the twisted loop has aroused my curiosity, not sure I really want to go there!
    hugs abby

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    1. You have to try it at least once....I love the cane as long as it stays on the back of my body!

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  10. Glad your back! We missed you!

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    1. It's good to know you are here. I will try to be better about keeping everyone up to date.

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