Sorry I have been away for so long, sometimes vanilla life just gets in the way and I have a hard time getting myself back to this place.
There has been a lot of growing dominance and submission around here and it has been great for both of us. Subtle changes that have big results, things that seem hard to get used to at first and then naturally fall into place. Small liberties taken away and given back for good behavior, lots of humiliation to feed my soul, just what I need and want.
I am still a little short on time but did want to give you my thoughts on the twisted loop I posted about oh so long ago. Many of the comments about this implement put me on edge and I was starting to 2nd guess the purchase before it even arrived, but alas the delivery day came and I reluctantly opened the package.
At first glance I was not impressed, it looked rather small and not threatening at all. I had handed it to Master and after a few swings in the air he grinned that sadistic grin that always makes me squirm and started in on the front of my upper thighs as I sat in the chair across from him. Yeah, I still had clothes on and it stung like hell. I was quickly bare from the bottom down and over Masters lap as he warmed my bottom and thighs, there was a sting to it but I could tell Master was being light handed as he often is the first time we use an implement. Overall, I was feeling a little disappointed.
The second time using the loop was much more of a tear jerker. Master really caught some air before it landed and I was quite tender once we were done. The sting grows in intensity as you keep taking hits to the same spot and watch out if if that damn things wraps around to the front of your bare thigh.
Fast forward to yesterday, the first time using the wooden paddle since our little wood bet was over. I was soaked as I laid across Masters lap as he rubbed my bottom for what seemed like hours. The anticipation was driving me crazy as he whispered to me about how hard he was going to paddle me and how much he missed the large ground he could cover with it. The paddling began and I fought him terribly, it had been so long I truly forgot the pain caused by that thing, of course that only led to my thighs getting it even harder than my butt. I would calm for about 10 landings and then start squirming all over again. Finally Master reached his free hand around, grabbed the front of my neck and then thrust two fingers deep down my throat as he paddled away. I calmed my body, unable to swallow and fighting that gagging reflex as my drool dripped down my face. Master finished up and I relaxed as he withdrew he fingers so I was able to close my mouth. I laid there limply waiting for instruction to get up and that's when I heard it. The twisted loop swishing through the air in a rush to get to my backside. This is added for moving slave he bellowed and he laid into me like there was no tomorrow. I swore I was bleeding, it felt like a knife was cutting into me but I did not move an inch hoping it would gain me some sympathy. When Master was done I sank to my knees while he smoothed my hair. I laid my head in his lap (his jeans were soaked where I had dripped onto him) and thanked him for the release.
The twisted loop is wicked my friends, and I can't wait to feel it on other parts of my body. Definitely worth it if you love/hate sting and I hope it becomes one of our regular toys.