Intensity

It’s been so long since something has been posted here; it makes it hard to come back. There are so many thoughts and feelings that could have been shared that just slipped away. In retrospect, perhaps it was time to stop writing and reading just to establish the foundation of what we would be, how we work. To have nothing to compare us to. To have Master lead without expectations fueled by others experiences. Sure it started because we had no internet but one continued to stay away for many of those reasons.

Today it just felt right to come here. Today it felt right to stop in and say hi to you all. To tell Master how hard it is to be away from him even when it’s just for the work day. How one never thought any feelings could ever be so strong. How great it is when those feelings aren’t so scary anymore. How nice it is that those who read here get that.

Yes, we played last night and it was fun and it was intense and it was humbling. Master pushed a little further, the actions he took not nearly as important as where it got us. Actions that linger in slaves mind and that she can’t bring herself to disclose at this time. Actions that make her want to leave work early and lie at his feet, completely bare and open to him; even if that just means waiting quietly to be acknowledged.