The Beginning

There are so many wonderful blogs I have read and kept up with that gave me the strength to become comfortable with who I am. I would have liked to follow many from the beginning of the journey and that being the case I thought I should start mine from just that....the beginning. It took me a long time to get here but I am excited for what the future holds.


Monday, March 25, 2013

Punishment Essay

Over the past month slave has exhibited several behaviors which have been detrimental to our relationship and disrespectful to Master. When slave became owned property it was with the understanding that she would follow a very specific set of rules in addition to exhibiting certain behaviours. Slave no longer has the right to question any directives or rules Master gives.

In reviewing the list of infractions slave has wracked up she feels very disappointed in herself for breaking these rules. Slave loves and cherishes her Master (as he does her) and only wants to see him happy. Slave understands when she breaks rules it is disrespectful and shows a lack of consideration for Masters wishes.

It  is understood the rules are in place for a reason and must be followed at all times regardless of how one is feeling about other things going on around her. She is looking forward to getting back on track now that we have the medical clearance to address these issues. 

Slave will always address Master as Sir, Daddy, Master or Sire after each sentence unless the children are present or we are in the middle of a continuous conversation. Slave will be more respectful and approach you with her head bowed and eyes down when asking a question or be bringing up a subject she needs to discuss. Slave will show further respect by only speaking when spoken too when appropriate and not interrupting you.

Slave's text postings and wrist cuff has been forgotten on occasion. She will take immediate action to correct this by giving herself more time to get ready before leaving the house. Slave will take a moment before leaving to ensure she has fulfilled all her obligations before her departure. It is understood there will be no leaving the house without permission, slave understands if permission is not given it is or a very specific good reason.

Slave's tone will be corrected by taking a minute to think before speaking if she becomes agitated or overwhelmed. Having a tone never solves a problem and only puts walls between us. Having a tone does not benefit our relationship and also prevents Master from listening to the point slave is trying to make. Slave recognizes and appreciates that Master does not take a tone with her when she has upset him and understands that she is expected to handle things the same way.

Lastly, slave will not take her water rule lightly moving forward. It is understood dehydration is the main cause of her seizures and drinking the assigned amount of water also flushes toxins from her system which is very important in preventing cancer cells from regenerating. Water punishments are extremely unpleasant and will always involve water followed by a severe paddling and loss of privileges. This has been an unnecessary repeated offense and slave understands your frustration.

Now that we can address these issues slave understands there will be 17 punishments for 23 infractions as follows:

  • 6 days of not meeting water requirements.
  • 3 incidents of improper tone.
  • 5 incidents of not addressing you properly.
  • 2 incidents of forgetting to put on my wrist cuff.
  • 7 incidents of disrespect

This essay will be promptly posted on Slave's blog for future reference.

Slave apologizes to Master for the time he will have to take to punish her when he would rather be enjoying out time together. Slave appreciates this writing assignment as well as it allowed her to look at things more objectively.

With love,

Slave

24 comments:

  1. Thank you for sharing your punishment assignment.

    17 punishments. Wow.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. Yes, 17. It seems it will take us quite sometime to get through them all but it is something one is actually looking forward to taking care of. There were quite a few times when things were done because of open defiance, it wasn't a forgotten Sir here or there. It was flat out misbehaviour that should be addressed.

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    2. I am glad that you are feeling better.

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  2. WOW, of course he could be a generous, merciful master and dismiss some of the charges.

    Glad you are feeling better.

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    1. The chances of some getting dismissed are pretty unlikely. In all honesty its really better if he does deal with them up front. Give one an inch and she will take a mile. It makes me feel more secure in the end when he does address things rather than just letting them go. Of course at the time of the punishment it's hard to remember that.

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    1. Thanks for stopping Julia, it does feel good to be better and get back into the before surgery routine. For a while resting and being home with all these restrictions was just plain old depressing.

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  4. Im just going to say im glad your feeling better.

    x

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    1. Thanks Tori, things are getting much better all around. Being all laid up sucked and made one very grumpy and distancy. He was actually pretty patient during this time and let a lot slide.

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  5. Good to hear from you...wow...17 is a LOT! Master also goes by the...if I give you an inch...you take a mile. good luck
    hugs abby





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    1. LOL, unfortunately Abby he knows this from experience. Not all of our corrections are done by spanking so hopefully there will be some non spanking breaks.

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  6. I feel more secure when Daddy takes care of things, too, rather than giving me grace. While I appreciate his grace, I still have difficult time forgiving myself and I remain needful of feeling him.

    It will be very difficult, but he will help you through. I'm glad you are feeling better, and wish you a good place with your Master soon.

    (((hugs)))

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    1. Thanks June, he will help me get through it. We are actually in a very good place. That's the amazing thing about ttwd, yes there are issues that need to be addressed but we talk about them acknowledge that we will address them and the meantime we just move on like ourselves.

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  7. Glad to hear from you and that you are feeling better.

    I'm sorry things haven't been going well on the submission front. As June said, I too feel more secure when my Daddy takes care of things. I hope it is dealt with soon so that you can get back to a good place.

    Keeping a focus on submission has got to be difficult while you are recovering. I like what you have written here, meaning the things you have committed to focus on and reading this has given me pause to think I should put more effort into some of these areas too. Thank you for sharing.

    Sending you huge ((hugs))
    Roz

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    1. Thanks Roz. When one was first told to write the essay you could feel the tension in the room (well the room where she was since we were not together when the directive came) but the essay was a great idea.

      It allowed for time to reflect on the rules and it really let it sink in that they were all very easy to follow. They are stupid things to get in trouble for and it dawned on me how frustrating that might be for him. It's weird but while the punishements will not be easy they will bring us closer together and it also gives one a chance to show how she feels when she takes them in stride.

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  8. yikes...yet all really good rules. These rules will make you a better person..which I'm sure you already know. My neice has had seizures since she was a baby and just recently had a brain surgery to fix it. If you have time...there is a new documentary on Netflix and it's available online right now until March 31st called Hungry for Change and the nutrition information is excellent and can help in reversing diseases. I remember them mentioning certain MSG causing seizures in a lot of people.... it might be worth your time?

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    1. Thanks Ashley, this sounds like something definately worth checking out.

      So happy you stopped by and glad to see you back on your blog as well.

      Yes, they are good rules - not sure why one can't just follow them.

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  9. Yikes! 17 punishments huh? Seems like it wont be so easy to take, but that itll be worth it in the end. Good luck and I hope it all is dealt with soon. Thanks for sharing the essay too!

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    1. Thanks for visiting Kenzie. The essay was easier to write than one anticipated...after getting over being made she had to do it.

      It will be worth it in the end, can't wait to have it behind me. (Pun Intended)

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