In reviewing the list of infractions slave has wracked up she feels very disappointed in herself for breaking these rules. Slave loves and cherishes her Master (as he does her) and only wants to see him happy. Slave understands when she breaks rules it is disrespectful and shows a lack of consideration for Masters wishes.
It is understood the rules are in place for a reason and must be followed at all times regardless of how one is feeling about other things going on around her. She is looking forward to getting back on track now that we have the medical clearance to address these issues.
Slave will always address Master as Sir, Daddy, Master or Sire after each sentence unless the children are present or we are in the middle of a continuous conversation. Slave will be more respectful and approach you with her head bowed and eyes down when asking a question or be bringing up a subject she needs to discuss. Slave will show further respect by only speaking when spoken too when appropriate and not interrupting you.
Slave's text postings and wrist cuff has been forgotten on occasion. She will take immediate action to correct this by giving herself more time to get ready before leaving the house. Slave will take a moment before leaving to ensure she has fulfilled all her obligations before her departure. It is understood there will be no leaving the house without permission, slave understands if permission is not given it is or a very specific good reason.
Slave's tone will be corrected by taking a minute to think before speaking if she becomes agitated or overwhelmed. Having a tone never solves a problem and only puts walls between us. Having a tone does not benefit our relationship and also prevents Master from listening to the point slave is trying to make. Slave recognizes and appreciates that Master does not take a tone with her when she has upset him and understands that she is expected to handle things the same way.
Lastly, slave will not take her water rule lightly moving forward. It is understood dehydration is the main cause of her seizures and drinking the assigned amount of water also flushes toxins from her system which is very important in preventing cancer cells from regenerating. Water punishments are extremely unpleasant and will always involve water followed by a severe paddling and loss of privileges. This has been an unnecessary repeated offense and slave understands your frustration.
Now that we can address these issues slave understands there will be 17 punishments for 23 infractions as follows:
- 6 days of not meeting water requirements.
- 3 incidents of improper tone.
- 5 incidents of not addressing you properly.
- 2 incidents of forgetting to put on my wrist cuff.
- 7 incidents of disrespect
This essay will be promptly posted on Slave's blog for future reference.
Slave apologizes to Master for the time he will have to take to punish her when he would rather be enjoying out time together. Slave appreciates this writing assignment as well as it allowed her to look at things more objectively.